Alexander 23 - Crash

I’m half awake
I slept right through the Fall and now it’s Valentine’s Day
And chocolate tastes like charcoal

It’s time to take 
Your photos off the wall 
And change your name in my phone
From ‘baby’ to ‘don’t drunk call’

I spent months on end
Typing up texts that I never sent
So much left unsaid
Felt like it was gonna choke me dead

Now most nights I don’t think of you
But sometimes I gotta remind myself that

I miss you but I don’t miss us
Cuz apart we’re great but together we suck
I’m sorry for the way it ended but ending it baby not so much
Cuz me and you weren’t built to last 
We were two fast cars on our way to crash
Into each other and yeah it sucks
I still miss you but I don’t miss us

And it took a while
But finally I feel like I can live with myself
Now I don’t cry at parties

But still for some reason
I kinda want you to know how I’m feeling
I tell myself I got good intentions 
But what’s the best thing that comes from mentioning

I spent months on end
Typing up texts that I never sent
So much left unsaid
Felt like it was gonna choke me dead

Now most nights I don’t think of you
But sometimes I gotta remind myself that

I miss you but I don’t miss us
Cuz apart we’re great but together we suck
I’m sorry for the way it ended but ending it baby not so much
Cuz me and you weren’t built to last 
We were two fast cars on our way to crash
Into each other and yeah it sucks
I still miss you but I don’t miss us

I still miss you but I don’t miss us x4

Curly hair and emerald eyes
I miss feeling your hand in mine
Laughing at The Bachelorette
I miss pinning you to the bed

But there’s some things that I don’t miss
Like struggling to coexist 
Have you been good?
Have you been well?
Have you found peace within yourself? 

I miss you but I don’t miss us
Cuz apart we’re great but together we suck
I’m sorry for the way it ended but ending it baby not so much
Cuz me and you weren’t built to last 
We were two fast cars on our way to crash
Into each other and yeah it sucks
I still miss you but I don’t miss us