Lyn Lapid - The Outsider

Does it feel like there’s somebody missing at the party 
Or is everybody fine where they are (without me)
Do you even care that I’m the only one not there
Or was forgetting me not really that hard

Do I hate missing out? 
Or hate the thought of you not missing me 
missing me

See it still when I close my eyes
I go back to those summer nights
Driving fast down a dead end road
Staying out past the afterglow

Now you’re laughing with someone new
Doing things that we used to do
Now I’m someone you used to know
The outsider 
Of an inside joke

So hard not to notice
When you’re not around 
Caught up in a memory
And I can’t come down

And nobody warned me
How bad it would haunt me to
See you so happy 
Out on your own  
Do I hate missing out? 
Or hate the thought of you not missing me 
missing me

Is the joke on me
Was I the only one that
Didn’t see it coming 
Is the joke on me
Was I the only one  that 
Didn't see it coming