Em Beihold - Numb Little Bug

I don’t feel a single thing 
Have the pills done too much 
Haven’t caught up with my friends in weeks 
And now we’re outta touch 

I’ve been driving in LA 
And the world it feels too big 
Like a floating ball that’s bound to break 
Snap my psyche like a twig 

And I just wanna see 
If you feel the same as me 

Do you ever get a little bit tired of life 
Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die 
Like you’re hanging by a thread but you gotta survive cuz u gotta survive 

Like your body’s in the room but you’re not really there 
Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care 
Like your fresh outta love but it’s been in the air 
Am I past repair 

A little bit tired of tryin’ to care when I don’t 
A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope 
A little bit tired of sinkin’ 
There’s water in my boat 
I’m barely breathin’ 
Tryna stay afloat 
So I got these 
Quick repairs to cope 
Guess I’m just broken and broke 

The prescriptions on its way 
With a name I can’t pronounce 
And the dose I gotta take 
Boy I wish that I could count 

Cuz I just wanna see 
If this could make me happy 

Do you ever get a little bit tired of life 
Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die 
Like you’re hanging by a thread but you gotta survive cuz ya gotta survive 

Like your body’s in the room but you’re not really there 
Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care 
Like your fresh outta love but it’s been in the air 
Am I past repair 

A little bit tired of tryin’ to care when I don’t 
A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope 
A little bit tired of sinking 
there’s water in my boat 
I’m barely breathin’ 
Tryna stay afloat 
So I got these 
Quick repairs to cope 

Do you ever get a little bit tired of life 
Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die 
Like a numb little bug that’s gotta survive 
That’s gotta survive