Catie Turner - Nothing

i hate social media,
but dont delete it off my phone.
i'll cry and say i need a break,
then get bored and go back in one day.

and i hate this fucking industry
but i won't go back to college
cause it doesn't feed my narrative
that i'm a victim to my problems

haven't you learned im a bullshitter by now
i don't think i really wanna figure it out
i'll sing the blues and run self help books into the ground
i don't think i really wanna figure it out

i'll keep going on first dates
with a bunch of people that i'll hate
complain about having no friends,
but be the first one to cancel plans

i don't think i asked for your advice.
no wait, actually, i did.
but doing the easy thing's too hard.
i need it chaotic

haven't you learned im a bullshitter by now
i don't think i really wanna figure it out
i'll sing the blues and run self help books into the ground
i don't think i really wanna figure it out

i have 99 problems, but i make up every one of them
if i wanna be a stubborn bitch, that's my prerogative
i feed my ego by not making any sense
didn't ask to be born insecure with a god complex

haven't you learned im a bullshitter by now
i don't think i really wanna figure it out
i'll sing the blues and run self help books into the ground
i don't think i really wanna figure it out

hope my self awareness is endearing
and doesn't make me come across as shitty.
but i can promise you one thing
i'm working on myself
by doing noing